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hi there, this is me, the owner, CADEN YAP a.k.a the singapore no.1 bastard
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Sunday, April 23, 2006 7:18 PM
losing a kin is no fun. though ppl may seem alright, but still, it hurts inside
to make things worst, you won't get to see the kin that passed away.
and the reason because you do not know the address and there's no1 you can contact
the last chance to see the kin just flew cuz of such stupid reason.
the last chance to tell the kin how much you love is gone FOREVER
waiting for hours just to receive a call, but it was in vain
the feeling to kill someone will be in your heart.
TO save cost, you decided not to go out of the MRT station and therefore, you have to pay a penalty because you went overtime.

the lesson to learn: rem to tell someone how much you love her/him before the chance is gone in just a few secs. regretting after that will not help in the situation, but will worsen your mood. you will be blaming yourself for the things that are not done. and tears wil just roll down your cheeks.

worst, when you needed support, the person you thought will be able to do so was not there.
and you questioned yourself, is that person the one that you are tgt with?
and she/he don't even care about why your attitude became like this suddenly.
she/he don't even care to ask, let alone giving you support.
sometimes, the person that we are tgt with, is not able to give us what we need---support. because the person still do not understand you.

after a while, everything became alright after you vent out your anger.
you start to imagine things to harm the people that cause you this misery and regret in your heart.
slapping that person.. so on.
but will it help? no! it won't. there's stil guilt in you. there's still regrets in you.

a strong front, does not mean a strong heart.
who may seem strong is actually very weak in heart.
who may seem weak is actually the strong ones in heart.
do not do something for others, but just BE yourself.
LOVE is NOT selfishness.
just feel comfortable with the person whom you are with.

ONE heart, ONE mind, just to LOVE God more.